I am lauging so hard. You are lost. Most all religoins incorparate paganism, if you understood the history of that by reading Daniel Dennet's Breaking The Spell you might not be so high and mighty. But it is an academic book & you eschew college bc you think ArMaGeDoN is coming, lmao https://www.amazon.com/Breaking-Spell-Daniel-C-Dennett-audiobook/dp/B00FT670ZI/ref=mp_s_a_1_1?adgrpid=148355247248&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.b2Z_CtIvpu8sYBXSu2xKvGjqmgfxbS3c8eITisonywKOeu7ShSXzVbxA1LN_m7ZRdu7WvGCfF69UQhflQIWMBJxl6X8P5ke3-gJORHQtjds.gw2jmtTmvxoYcdCxvbFWOwUSi7HtHGWbSJNme6mjdCg&dib_tag=se&hvadid=661155738404&hvdev=m&hvlocphy=9028779&hvnetw=g&hvqmt=e&hvrand=15258784340029971069&hvtargid=kwd-315598463254&hydadcr=17309_13564707&keywords=breaking+the+spell+daniel+dennett&mcid=136e0535023f3eb7a0734c9dcbd38b28&qid=1782240574&sr=8-1 AND NO, JUST BC YOU DONT THINK YOUR RELIGION HAS TOTALLY ABANDED IT'S PAGAN ROOTS, YOU ARE GONE All of religion period dates back to Animism
