Hey sis! I’m so sorry you’re going through this.I really recommend reading the book The Power of A Praying Wife by Stormie Omartian. If you see any value in your marriage and want God to stay at the center, this book hold revelations that God has put on the inside of man for the saving of any and all broken marriages. It’s not some book you put on your “read one day” list, it’s something you should go pick up ASAP. Because the way Stormie breaks down these marital issues in the eyes of a wife, and offers prayers, it would really answer a lot of the questions you have. https://a.co/d/0iOhePIi The audio book and digital version can be available immediately and a paper copy is always good to have. Sent some prayers up for you💗
