OKNIFE Opry Multitool EDC Titanium Pry Bar Set, Bottle Opener, Nail Puller with Hex Wrench, Screw and Pocket Clip

Sorry to hear about that! That’s horrible and you shouldn’t feel shame. First thing I would do is situational awareness, can you carry a flashlight with a strobe? For example something like this ( https://a.co/d/08ororWg )? A quick blast in the eyes with a super bright like can buy you time (3-5 seconds) which doesn’t seem like much but it is! Time buys you options! Options to run, strike, or eye poke ETC. Would you be able to carry something like this? https://a.co/d/00EjKwbp