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jseego posted on r/jewish2w
But, OP, you can start learning on your own. Here's a good start: https://www.amazon.com/Jewish-Book-Why-Alfred-Kolatch/dp/0142196193 Also, there are probably online communities (besides this one) that you could join. And, while you might not be able to have a completely official conversion without a rabbi and a community, you can learn various prayers and meanings, and you can consider yourself jewish-adjacent. Please don't be confused by the difference between an official conversion and what you can do in your heart. Our tradition is about learning, and that is definitely open to you.