Not in the Heavens: The Tradition of Jewish Secular Thought

So you're social orthodox. However if you really believe in spinoza's god not the tribal diety who demands abosulute obedience & animal sacrifice you probably won't want to stress out about the minutiae of Jewish law right? So perhaps Humanist Judaism or Reconstruct would be more authentic for you? Judaism's god is angry & jealous to the wicked and giving to the obedient & faithful. Rambam believed in a philosophical God and his books were burned by his fellows. Spinoza was excommunicated. You might find this book insightful : https://a.co/d/0gxqhtoa