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Have you tried doing a search on Amazon? Amazon has a huge number of books with identifying pictures which could help in your search since you remember the cover is yellow. Check out the books available at one of the bigger libraries like the NYC library or whatever big city you live near - check both the online books as well as the physical books to help you identify the book. Check on Goodreads as well. The other thing you can do is a google search. The web is “very smart.” 😊 if you type in a short synopsis, it may find the book for you! Good luck! Addendum: I actually just tried a google search and google came up with “Every Last Word”by Tamara Ireland Stone. Here’s a short description of this book: It follows Samantha McAllister, a popular high school girl who struggles with Purely-Obsessional OCD. In the novel, Sam hides her condition by mimicking the behaviors of her popular, "perfect" friends. However, going to parties and social events with this clique is a grueling experience for her; she goes through the motions of having a good time while secretly being overwhelmed by a stream of dark thoughts and social anxieties. She frequently finds herself at these gatherings feeling deeply out of place and anxious, yet she doesn't fully understand or recognize the source of her distress until she gets professional help and discovers the hidden "Poet's Corner". [1, 2, 3] Could this be the book you’re looking for?