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Say it three times out loud while clicking your heels worked for me But as a more helpful reply: read this. https://a.co/d/0cmwzJzA
I’d really recommend reading this book: https://a.co/d/0cmwzJzA
Tl;dr: Time. I do really recommend this book: https://a.co/d/02Funwp5 I’ve only been out and working on my own story for a few months. Decades of background on that, of course, as I’m 49 now. But your explanation brought to mind a conversation I had with my therapist about my underwear drawer. For ages I had two sets of underwear, now I only have …my underwear. Sure it’s got a gender people assume of it, and it’s a …little more complicated…in its parts than it used to be. But I used to have a little electric thrill when I’d think about my bras and panties. That’s gone now. It’s just my stuff. And the euphoria it enables puts to shame the tiny thrills I used to get. This is all to say …. Your gender is your gender. It feels like your gender, and the only other comment I’d be making at this time is you know enough about the binary genders to know they don’t feel like your gender. And time does all the rest of it.